To be honest, it may feel bad - But those of us who read your NR posts about your partner over many years, and the way it affected your decisions and indecision about your career, where you would live, etc. may feel that a fresh start is exactly what you need.
And indeed you took the first steps to an adult independent life when you moved out of your parents' house and found a place of your own. That changed the balance. You sound to be doing fine Ale - with the animals, the course, your job, your bike - As long as you can still manage your rent on your own.