I HAD MY FIRST FALL!
I had my second group lesson on Tuesday, I was on Sapphire, the same horse I rode on Saturday.
The lesson went very well, although handling her speed meant I was a bit wobbly at times. Still having major problems with my feet in canter, one of them slipped so far forward it was only stopped from going through the stirrup by the heel.
I’ve decided I’m going to ask for my stirrups to be put up a bit higher than normal at my next lesson to see if it helps. My RI is always reluctant to do that but my feet are making me feel really unsafe while I’m trying to learn canter and I’m nervy enough without worrying about coming off with a foot stuck in a stirrup.
I even managed a canter on her without holding on to the saddle, the first I’ve ever attempted that on such a fast horse.
Both times I’ve ridden her, she’s kept tripping over her front feet, on Saturday I managed it fine and was reassured because the RI says she always rights herself and never falls.
Unfortunately, right at the end of my lesson on Tuesday I was in a fast trot with her and she completely lost her footing and went down onto her front knees.
I did a sideways somersault over her head and landed on my back. Thankfully, after a brief jelly legged moment, I got out of the way and avoided her falling on me!
I surprised myself with how calm I was about it, although because the lesson was done, I didn’t get back on. I suspect I was in shock though, as the nerves are hitting me now.
I spent last night in bed feeling very anxious about my lesson coming up on Saturday. I did end up asking myself why I was putting myself at such risk by taking up something so dangerous, but I love it so much.
I know I need to just get back on. I don’t think I’d want to get on Sapphire again though, I’d be a wreck worrying about it happening again.
I just hope I have a nice easy lesson on Saturday and hopefully regain some of my confidence!