I've put my horse, Bazal up for sale yesterday. Can't see any alternative.
Really want to keep him, i think, but feel I am letting him down by not riding him properly anymore. I broke my back in Feb, and have tried SO hard to get back to normal, but I really can't seem to enjoy riding any more, even when it doesn't hurt so much I'm stiff and all one- sided, and i just feel sick. I know I'm not being fair to him and just think the best thing is to walk away... and let him go to a better home. He is being ridden by a girl on the yard, and I have to make it known well in advance when I want to ride, which I can't always do as I really have to psych myself up to ride at all. On Fri night I said to her that I would be riding Sat morning, and she said, OK, me too, but I'm riding early, so i'll ride him first. When I got there, she'd untacked him after her ride, and stood there saying Oh, poor Baz, while I tacked him up again. I just felt so guilty. I need someone to continue exercising him for me because he is getting fatter by the day.
Wish I could get the motivation and confidence back to enjoy him again.
Really want to keep him, i think, but feel I am letting him down by not riding him properly anymore. I broke my back in Feb, and have tried SO hard to get back to normal, but I really can't seem to enjoy riding any more, even when it doesn't hurt so much I'm stiff and all one- sided, and i just feel sick. I know I'm not being fair to him and just think the best thing is to walk away... and let him go to a better home. He is being ridden by a girl on the yard, and I have to make it known well in advance when I want to ride, which I can't always do as I really have to psych myself up to ride at all. On Fri night I said to her that I would be riding Sat morning, and she said, OK, me too, but I'm riding early, so i'll ride him first. When I got there, she'd untacked him after her ride, and stood there saying Oh, poor Baz, while I tacked him up again. I just felt so guilty. I need someone to continue exercising him for me because he is getting fatter by the day.
Wish I could get the motivation and confidence back to enjoy him again.