I have come to a sad decision, to get rid of trailer and not to go to any shows for a while ( or forseeable future ). My girls ( 7 and 9 yrs old ) both share a pony, and after a rocky start this year going to shows both did very well, both coming home with lots of rosettes and a few trophies, and they had a great time , or so I thought !! We havn't been to any shows for a few months as we had transport problems, anyway to try to make this story a bit shorter, transport is now fine, but after talking to my daughters and my husband last night about the next show coming up, was shocked to hear my girls say that actually they havn't missed going to shows at all and were happy to just ride and enjoy the pony ! I was gutted, I love going to shows with them. I started to say but what about this and what about that, when my husband stopped me and reminded me that the one thing that I have always had a huge problem with is pushy mums trying to relive their horsey youth through their kids. I was shocked and horrified to realise that this is exactly what I had become. SO, I shall go with the flow of what they are happy with, but I feel really sad as if their is a big gap now in our (my) lives !
Am I being silly ??
Am I being silly ??