So as some of you will know, after a very drunken episode in early December, I took a long hard look at my drinking habits and decided to kick the booze completely. Other than a few glasses of wine on Xmas day, and a bottle shared with my husband on my birthday, we have both given up drinking. We have had no wine opened in the house for 8 weeks now, and when we have been out we have had soft drinks. This is a huge change from the 5-6 bottles of wine we were sharing on a weekly basis!
Now what I find hard is the huge pressure from friends and family to drink. They have realised that I'm not pregnant or suffering from an illness (which they initially thought) and now they think that I have gone nuts to change my behaviour so much. Yes, I was a heavy drinker, but is it really so weird that I have given up? I went to the pub with some friends on Friday night and I had people buying me wine, bringing me glasses to share their wine and going on and on and on about my drinking. It made me feel really sad that they didn't seem to want to be around me if I wasn't drinking. Am I no fun unless I have had a drink? What does it matter if I drink or not? Why does everything think it's so strange? I feel like I have grown green horns out of my head and am now a complete social outcast!
Now what I find hard is the huge pressure from friends and family to drink. They have realised that I'm not pregnant or suffering from an illness (which they initially thought) and now they think that I have gone nuts to change my behaviour so much. Yes, I was a heavy drinker, but is it really so weird that I have given up? I went to the pub with some friends on Friday night and I had people buying me wine, bringing me glasses to share their wine and going on and on and on about my drinking. It made me feel really sad that they didn't seem to want to be around me if I wasn't drinking. Am I no fun unless I have had a drink? What does it matter if I drink or not? Why does everything think it's so strange? I feel like I have grown green horns out of my head and am now a complete social outcast!