ok-hit rock bottom now-seriously sad.
My horse has always been a tizzy little madam, very good in lots of ways though, eg hacking alone. Have dealt with lots of issues but all started going wrong in the autumn when I started having lessons (!)
my aim was to do some local dressage tests over the winter. My instructor was getting me to seat deeper in the saddle in canter to "slow her down" this actually just seemed to speed her up and ended up with lots of wheels of death round the school, progressing to her being really antsy about being asked to canter at all.
So I got the physio out for a few sessions, she found a bit of soreness in her back (nothing major) did 2 treatments and said fine. Have not cantered for while in school as waiting for physio etc plus tried a few different saddles.
Recently started cantering on hacks, not too bad in front but behind bucking and going sideways.
today tried in school-horrendous. I can feel her getting tense just thinking about cantering then she either runs on, head in air feeling explosive or leaps into bucky flying round school sort of canter. I know its partly me because I probably need to pull her up and push her on but im too scared too. Then after trying to canter, shes ditsy about doing anything.
Dont know where to go from here, im happy to canter my sons pony and my old horse but im scared of her now
My horse has always been a tizzy little madam, very good in lots of ways though, eg hacking alone. Have dealt with lots of issues but all started going wrong in the autumn when I started having lessons (!)
my aim was to do some local dressage tests over the winter. My instructor was getting me to seat deeper in the saddle in canter to "slow her down" this actually just seemed to speed her up and ended up with lots of wheels of death round the school, progressing to her being really antsy about being asked to canter at all.
So I got the physio out for a few sessions, she found a bit of soreness in her back (nothing major) did 2 treatments and said fine. Have not cantered for while in school as waiting for physio etc plus tried a few different saddles.
Recently started cantering on hacks, not too bad in front but behind bucking and going sideways.
today tried in school-horrendous. I can feel her getting tense just thinking about cantering then she either runs on, head in air feeling explosive or leaps into bucky flying round school sort of canter. I know its partly me because I probably need to pull her up and push her on but im too scared too. Then after trying to canter, shes ditsy about doing anything.
Dont know where to go from here, im happy to canter my sons pony and my old horse but im scared of her now