Help! I've just totally lost it with riding...There's been one thing after another with terrible weather so can't get Angel out hacking, then her being really nappy and hard to handle, and then getting colic, and me getting ill! And I've really struggled with two horses but Roxy went off on loan yesterday, which was bittersweet for me as I will miss her like crazy but just haven't had the time (or money!) for two horses at the moment with the kids/dogs/full time job as well. And I've got to admit, I'm not happy at the yard we're at - it's just not for me, too big and too bleak up on the hill! Also too far from home, on a practical level. But I can't get motivated to ride Angel at all, and I'm doing this Wobbleberry Challenge thing (or meant to be) this year. I just don't feel me and her have bonded, and although she's a sweet thing, I feel like I've (temporarily) given away the horse I love for one I am quite indifferent to! Argh! Will a change of scene help me and Angel settle with each other? I can't even imagine feeling enthusiastic about riding at the moment.