I have a 2 year old son who I completely adore and am now 15 weeks pregnant with my second. I can't wait to have another baby when he (or she) actually arrives and my family will be complete.
However, I HATE being pregnant. I am so sick, can't stay awake for more than 5 hours at a time, am really fat, need to go to the toilet every 5 minutes and completely miserable. I have already been signed off work for 4 weeks and although I am now back part time I'm not coping very well with it. I obviously can't ride in the state that I am in which has taken away my 'me' time and the thing that I looked forward to most.
Everyone seems to think that I am evil for saying that I hate pregnancy and expects me to be this 'glowing' happy person. If anyone else tells me to eat ginger biscuits or that I will feel better soon I think that I will kill them. I still have 25 weeks to go which is so depressing.
I don't really know why I am posting this, other than hoping that someone will understand or at least not make me feel like I am the most dreadful person in the world. Has anyone else not enjoyed their pregnancy?
However, I HATE being pregnant. I am so sick, can't stay awake for more than 5 hours at a time, am really fat, need to go to the toilet every 5 minutes and completely miserable. I have already been signed off work for 4 weeks and although I am now back part time I'm not coping very well with it. I obviously can't ride in the state that I am in which has taken away my 'me' time and the thing that I looked forward to most.
Everyone seems to think that I am evil for saying that I hate pregnancy and expects me to be this 'glowing' happy person. If anyone else tells me to eat ginger biscuits or that I will feel better soon I think that I will kill them. I still have 25 weeks to go which is so depressing.
I don't really know why I am posting this, other than hoping that someone will understand or at least not make me feel like I am the most dreadful person in the world. Has anyone else not enjoyed their pregnancy?