Sorry if this doesn't help you, but I didn't solve it. I left and never regained my confidence. I had lessons with an instructor who shouted at me, made me cry several times, put me down in front of other people and broke me. I have never, ever regained my self or riding confidence and I hate myself for putting up with her b******t.
That said, one of my more recent RI's didn't like me and we frequently bickered. She would scold me and put me down, picking on me for little things. However I changed my atittude and stopped answering back as much even when I disagreed with her, started being more polite and listened more to what she had to say. Our relationship started to change and I grew very fond of the old bag.
She has since left and I miss her.
I can't believe I spent hundreds of pounds on the first RI. I had been so confident before and had an absolute saint of a RI for a few years before her, and a year under the new RI's rule utterly changed me. However I have since become more hardy. Now, I won't put up with any RI's s**t. If I disagree, I will darn well say so. The word of you RI does
not rule!
Can you tell I feel bitter about it?
So give your RI a chance and some time, but don't put up with her any longer than necessary if you don't click together. Don't have lessons just for the sake of having lessons - if they aren't working for you, then don't do them.
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