Just wanted to express my delight with myself . Rode Ziz on Sunday morning for about 10 minutes - basically pushed into it by another livery, very grateful for this. I'm very nervous mounting - we had a bolting whilst mounting incident a few months ago, just before I moved to Somerset in fact, and I've been very apprehensive.
Anyhoo, got on after some lunging and walked and trotted about, feeling like a very nervous novice and conscious of not being the most balanced rider, so pleased to have got back on but disgusted with myself and my riding.
Tuesday night, booked the school again, dosed up with Rescue Remedy when I started feeling sick at work in the afternoon. Got to the yard, brought her in, ignored my demons, groomed and tacked up. Took her to the school and after only 10 minutes of her moving away while mounting (a very short time for us at the moment) mounted. Schooled her lightly for 20 minutes, feeling much more comfortable - actually managed to ask her to move on confidently when she was stopping and listening to the noises in the barn. Also managed to control her pace with my seat and remembered to breathe .
She kept wanting to canter in the corners but we kept to walk and trot - neither of us are fit enough yet . Best of all was a lovely cool down on a very loose rein - no nerves from me, no jumps to the side from her and then the first successful halt transition in months - first time of asking and finishing totally square. Dismounted with no incidences either - she tends to jump to one side.
She was really pleased to see her tack came out and gave me a very affectionate cuddle after her dinner - think she enjoyed it as much as I did.
Got the school tonight and am already excited- not nervous but excited . Almost planning a quiet hack at the weekend - now that would be an achievement for me.
Anyhoo, got on after some lunging and walked and trotted about, feeling like a very nervous novice and conscious of not being the most balanced rider, so pleased to have got back on but disgusted with myself and my riding.
Tuesday night, booked the school again, dosed up with Rescue Remedy when I started feeling sick at work in the afternoon. Got to the yard, brought her in, ignored my demons, groomed and tacked up. Took her to the school and after only 10 minutes of her moving away while mounting (a very short time for us at the moment) mounted. Schooled her lightly for 20 minutes, feeling much more comfortable - actually managed to ask her to move on confidently when she was stopping and listening to the noises in the barn. Also managed to control her pace with my seat and remembered to breathe .
She kept wanting to canter in the corners but we kept to walk and trot - neither of us are fit enough yet . Best of all was a lovely cool down on a very loose rein - no nerves from me, no jumps to the side from her and then the first successful halt transition in months - first time of asking and finishing totally square. Dismounted with no incidences either - she tends to jump to one side.
She was really pleased to see her tack came out and gave me a very affectionate cuddle after her dinner - think she enjoyed it as much as I did.
Got the school tonight and am already excited- not nervous but excited . Almost planning a quiet hack at the weekend - now that would be an achievement for me.