As some of you know last year i took on a gypsy cob named India. Ive come to a really hard decision and im going to have to give her up :'( the gypsy who owns her has moved her back to his yard and its just not practical for me to keep her he is still charging me a rediculous amount to loan her which he will not budge on aswell as now i have to travel an extra 15 miles a day to see her. i cant afford her its going to be the hardest thing ever to go down the yard tomorrow and tell him im no longer in a position to look after her, im going to miss her so much <3 Oh yes and he is taking her to Appelby to try and sell her anyway and if he dosent he will be taking her off me in july anyway as she is foaling!
on the plus side a friends horse is coming to have me as a new mummy as she has just had a baby and cant afford her, and if im honest i NEED something else as i cant bear the idea of sitting about all day wondering how she is doing and what he is doing with her. I feel horrible as it feels like im gettin rid of inds and welcoming lucy into my life but shes miles away and i havent got the money - lucy is going to cost me the hay she eats a week ... nothing more :/
Am i horrible??
on the plus side a friends horse is coming to have me as a new mummy as she has just had a baby and cant afford her, and if im honest i NEED something else as i cant bear the idea of sitting about all day wondering how she is doing and what he is doing with her. I feel horrible as it feels like im gettin rid of inds and welcoming lucy into my life but shes miles away and i havent got the money - lucy is going to cost me the hay she eats a week ... nothing more :/
Am i horrible??