OH is ill and does not seem to be getting any better. Bit worse last 2 days if anything. Swine flu maybe. Or some other 'nasty'. I'm not very good at coping with illness (understatement and a half!) I get very anxious and panicky about it. It feels to me like he's going to die even though I know he is not really in any danger. This reaction is a side-effect from an event a few years ago when I very nearly lost him. (I was quite sane till then!)
Don't know why I'm telling you guys this. It's not very cheery. But I can't talk to anyone I know in real life about it as I get too embarrassed about being so irrational. I stop functioning basically -can't eat, can't sleep. Don't know what to do.
Don't know why I'm telling you guys this. It's not very cheery. But I can't talk to anyone I know in real life about it as I get too embarrassed about being so irrational. I stop functioning basically -can't eat, can't sleep. Don't know what to do.