I had a jumping lesson on Libby today. Yes the one i unfortunately fell off a month or so ago. Ive not managed to ride her since and so its been playing on my mind but i finally got back on her and jumped her. When i fell off her, she took off into the jump, then stopped at the last minute and ran out sharpish. She went to take off into a jump today and it really freaked me out.
Bet my instructors getting sick of me now, because the 3 lessons weve had her its not improving much at all. Shes told me today that she thinks i should withdraw from my stage 2 because of my confidence jumping.
The first jump that we jumped today it was ok, but not what id call great and i wasnt really happy with it and Libby started messing around trying to take off with me, and so i was going to walk her to the approach then trot her but my instructor shouted to me 'hurry up, get a move on because Blobbys coming up behind you'. I just physically couldnt jump her knowing she just wanted it all rushed etc so i pulled her in and waited til everyone else had been. The longer the lesson went on the better i felt and we were jumping a cross then turning back on ourselves to jump a spread. Now, in my book its reasonably wide because ive not jumped many and i generally seem to always end up underneath them!
I still did it, my my instructor was so serious in her voice about me withdrawing, but my mum wouldnt forgive me if i did. Its not like im paying for my stage 2 anyway, but i really would like to pass it. Im going to start having jumping lessons again at my local RS on a couple of mares who i like to start rebuilding my confidence up. However, i dont think this is going to help because its a different atmosphere and im comfy and feel safe at my local RS.
Has anyone got any ideas on how to improve my confidence jumping?
Bet my instructors getting sick of me now, because the 3 lessons weve had her its not improving much at all. Shes told me today that she thinks i should withdraw from my stage 2 because of my confidence jumping.
The first jump that we jumped today it was ok, but not what id call great and i wasnt really happy with it and Libby started messing around trying to take off with me, and so i was going to walk her to the approach then trot her but my instructor shouted to me 'hurry up, get a move on because Blobbys coming up behind you'. I just physically couldnt jump her knowing she just wanted it all rushed etc so i pulled her in and waited til everyone else had been. The longer the lesson went on the better i felt and we were jumping a cross then turning back on ourselves to jump a spread. Now, in my book its reasonably wide because ive not jumped many and i generally seem to always end up underneath them!
I still did it, my my instructor was so serious in her voice about me withdrawing, but my mum wouldnt forgive me if i did. Its not like im paying for my stage 2 anyway, but i really would like to pass it. Im going to start having jumping lessons again at my local RS on a couple of mares who i like to start rebuilding my confidence up. However, i dont think this is going to help because its a different atmosphere and im comfy and feel safe at my local RS.
Has anyone got any ideas on how to improve my confidence jumping?