Hi, I have been riding for around two years, and this year i went to a new stable, and i only knew to trot, until my instructor said one day, 'Ok, i want you to canter.' and i didnt know, but i just made my pony canter, and i almost fell off. ever since, i can only canter with one hand on the saddle, and the other keeping the pony close to the wall, and two other girls do the same because they copied me, but one one girl can canter with two hands, and i want to be the expert like her, but i have problems balancing which totally sucks because i have medical problems with seeing and deafness. Please help me!