I have GOOD news!!!!

Well i am over the moon with my little self. As most are aware me and my mental health have a love hate relationship. As a result of this, it might not only having 5 months off work, i was told time and time again if i carry on with these behaviours . That my liver WILL fail. I spent so much time in a&e minors and majors i knew a few of the staff on first name terms. I was under the home base treatment team ( to prevent hospital admission) but was very nearly sectioned to stop me from leaving a general ward twice in one week. When i got discharged and returned 4 days later been greeted with 'You're back!!' Is not what i wanted to hear!!!

Finally after months of spending hours in a and e as i had taken something i shouldnt or needed stitches. I actually thought. What the hell am i doing?! And how the hell have things got so bad. If i dont sort it i could go too far. And.. I was fully aware i could accidentally kill myself without meaning to. Which scared the crap out of me!!!

I was dicing with death and was borderline been admitted...


Well!!!! I bloody turned it around!!! Finally after 5 months of been a patient , im now. Back on the other side of the fence! Doing a job i love. First way today went well. Thank god!!!!!

Doodle92 said:

Good news. It is no fun going to a and e where they all know your name and all about you.

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Bloody awful! I had a doc stitch me up and a week later i was sadly in. He was like 'didnt i sort your atm out before?' Later he said ' i dont actually need to see you as i dont have the results back yet but i recongised your name and wanted to know how you was' i was thinking. Do i really come in here That often!!!